too BLESSED to be STRESSED...

actually i'm not promoting one of the school rule of 'must hv 1 cca!', but
i just feel so..

when people say, "oh you have cca today? i dont have u know?*evil grin*"
i could simply answer,"it's ok..i enjoy my cca..i'm having fun there;p..life without cca is too stressful for me.."
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yesterday was supposed to be our last cca performance in ijc..
yes, stepping down performance by the j2s, (n xtra j1 boys though for some reasons;p)..

the j2s are stepping down soon...>.<..in two weeks time if i'm not mistaken..

i'm gonna miss it for sure;p..
gonna miss the fun..dinner..outing..performances..watching concert..dance studio..backstage restroom..bruises..muscle pain.."jig-a-low";p(this makes us famous man, or rather infamous;p)..stolen cheer-leading mat..laughter..times when we suddenly got hyped up..the roll,split,jump,spin,crunches.back arc,handstand,..funny videos n pics..crazy things we did..etc etc..

somehow in this cca, i can have a feeling of being a dancer.. esp this year..
to be out of myself..
to express..
to release..
to learn..
i learn many things..
from dance skills to social skills;p..

i do feel that without cca my jc life will be so boring..
yeah, i love my cca.. love the people inside..;p..

i still remember when i skipped dance for 2weeks+ because of joining floorball..
yeah, i wanted to stay in floorball(like it too;p), but i really really couldnt and didnt want to leave dance.. that was the reason why i never told my cca teacher that i was going for floorball, because i do not want to be officially out of dance..haha...

finally, the regulation of no transferring cca was absolute, making me stay in dance(was quite sad though because the school hv 1 official cca policy,..cant join both><)
and the consequence was i needed to catch up with the new movement that is going to be performed in less than 3 weeks time..

and the problem was...
my short term memory;p..
i usually cant remember the choreo easily,
i was not so confident that i can follow the dance...
but miraculously, on the day when i stepped in again to the dance studio(after some weeks on the futsal court and gym),
i could remember every movement..
in abt 1hour only..(plus some mass practice after that)
i could recall the dance in whole..
even i couldnt believe myself at that time.. that i really made it:)
so i only need to polish up the movement when the instructor came the week after:)..

besides, unexpectedly, this year we did a lot of performances leh...last year only 1(the whole year, since i wasnt involved in syf), this year we had 5 alr..yesterday was the 5th performance this year,which was supposedly our stepping down performance...but, u know what..
the teacher likes it.. i dunno exactly who..
but...
we are asked to perform again...(details are still confidential, not in school anw;p)
hmm...she didnt know that yesterday was supposedly our last performance i guess;p...
not bad lah..
got something to do..better than nothing..maybe it's going to be called"after stepping down" or "nostalgic"performance?haha
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<3 ij dance club..<3 my batch, n juniors too:)

anw, <3 floorball too...all the best for floorball a-div gals..though i'm no longer in the team, i'll always support all of u:)..hope ij floorball team can bring glory to the school;p..was having great times training with you gals:)..